So left field

So left field my journeys going so left field.
Death to my frenemies.death to my dreamkillers.
Deaf do my naysayers. I'm going left even tho it says right.
Left over right like left over rice.it tastes sweeter in the morn
no more mourning no more stopping.
Imma let them have it. My faith has arisen like a phoneix from the ashes
I'm a miracle . I'm walking on water, changing water into wine.
This is nothing to me cause I was intact born to do this.I leave them in awe pass em a knife to scrape they jaw off da floor. I take no prisoners I leave it at ground zero like nine eleven...

Oh my soul I have neglected u so

Hey there soul,allow me to love you.
Let me cherish and adore.
Allow me the honour of serving you.
Forgive my absence.
Let's make peace
take it to a higher level
I need you more than ever
embrace me.

Life

Life is not for the stagnant.
It is for the unrelenting, as life itself is unrelenting
never get stuck keep it moving
a new day new opportunities
forget yesterday make today legendary.

A rant about Twitter

My numberone pet peeve bout Twitter is th narcisst who can't take the two seconds out of their Twitter time to reply my commentary.okay let's get one thing straight I'm neither looking for sympathy nor courtersy responses. I live for realness. But there are a particular kind of personality that simply ignores replies so as to inflate their ego.it's pathetic. I unfollow such people at the drop of a dime.intact I don't think their anti-social ways are viable for Twitter.That is all!!!

The life of an unwilling martyr

I hate that I am on somebody elses schedule.
I hate that I hardly control my life.
I hate all this dysfunction.
What joy it is to own your own home
own business
how I wish I were there already.
I can't stand this caged bird business
Free me Jesus!


Ps I hate my auntie for giving my mom fake advice based on non experience. Has no children to speak of but gives advice like she has seven.I fuckin hate it!!!

The iPhone

Got my highly anticipated iPhone two weeks ago. I love Apple their products are progressive and most importantly OG. No one does business like apple. They could almost sell a mysterious product in plain box for £500 a pop and pol would line up weeks in advance to get it.no really.

So yah about my iPhone.I like evrything about it save for battery life and the entry level spec on their camera. I really wish that they made them at 5mp. But alas this 2mp will just have to do.sigh

Bleh!!!

I'm feeling a right mess.The up and downs of life I guess. But this shit feeling comes from my dealings with particular earthlings. Imma call em how I see em. I can't be bothered about their feelings. I'm not going to intentionally hurt no one but I gotta speak my mind.

Rated R

This is going to be a review on Rihanna new release Rated r. I'm not one to buy Cds.that is because rarely do I find an album in which I like atleast 80% of the material. It's really disappointing to get a cd only to like two to three sings of an entire album. I'm off that. So I generally just download particular songs I like.

I decided to have a listen to this Rihanna album for multiple reasons but most of all because it's been doing so badly. But listening to it I hear a lot more rock n roll instead of the pop rnb I know, rihanna for. I like the songs fire bomb and coldcase love.

Another reason to listen to this album was that in an interview Rihanna said that this album was very therapeutic for her and that she left everything on it. I believe her cause from that interview you could tell she was in a positive state of mind. The physical abuse incident has not given her a victim attitude and I came away from that interview further respecting Rihanna for her strength and courage.

Women of such courage are rare. Women tend to be strong enough to take years of physical and mental abuse but never the courage to speak up and walk out of relationships than demean and defeat their spirit.it's crazy how women forget all about their lives just to please their men.


I've digress so far from the initial purpose of this post but I get passionate when it comes to this matters.I war with no good men who turn women with bright futures to selfhating low selfesteem individuals.

I can't just let you run up on me like that.

Searching for the one.
Trying to find him in this crazy world.
This ones broken.
This one don't fit my bill.
I need more I need less.
Tomorrow I leave.
Tomorrow I get back to me no more compromise you come correct or not at all.
And I'm done.

Mother Fucker Im me ( excuse my fwench)

There is nothing more appealing about a person than individuality. People who simply refuse to deny the world of their unique existence.

The world today puts alot of pressure for people conform to the doldrums of life.Average is not a target of mine.Mediocrity has a stench that burns up my nose I keep far away from it needless to say. I  do the things I choose to do, extraordinarily well so much so, it's a fault on occassion. But I'd rather fault trying to do my best  than fault doing something i'm not interested in, in the first place.I can cope with that more readily.

But with excellence comes haters people who can't keep to their lane and constantly trying to veer go getters off their track so as to  bring them down to their low level. a wise black woman said to me this one day "never trust a bitch who aint on your level.Misery loves company." God knows I disliked my haters I wish they would just let their own light shine and forget about what i'm doing.But rarely is that the case I learnt that haters only deserve one thing, more success to hate on.Nothing will discourage them more.If one refuses to lend an ear to their criticsm but in its stead use that to motivate one further nothing can break you.

This post was inspired by Lady GaGa her self awareness inspires me. She seems to completely immerse herself into her work everything just has her signature on it. And with that I will leave you with this image. Muse on it.

I hate cheaters

I hate cheating ass men and women. I mean where do they get off to think they are fly enough to go around playing with peoples feelings. Ones character has to be some kind of sadistic craftyness. Why lie such an unnecessary lie. If your not happy open your mouth and let your complaint be known. Discuss things like a grown up. Your partner is not your mother and can't read your mind.

Keep it classy folks. No nookie on the side. And date grown folk not professional liars.and I'm done!

Real - est song i ever heard

Ooooh yaahh ive got trouble with my friends,
Trouble in my life,
Problems when you don’t come home at night,
But when you do you always start a fight.
But I cant be alone , I need you to come on home .
I know you messin around, but who the hell else is gonna hold me down .
Ooooh I gotta be out my mind to think it’s gonna work this time .
A part of me wants to leave, but the other side still believes .
And it kills me to know how much I really love you ,
So much I wanna ooh hoo ohh to you hoo hoo,
Should I grab his cell, call this chick up ?
Start some shhhh then hang up?
Or I should I be a lady ?
Oohh maybe cuz I wanna have his babies .
Ohh yah yahh cuz I don’t wanna be alone .
I dont need to be on my own .
But I love this man .
But some things I cant stand ohhhh .
Ive gotta be out my mind .
To think its gonna work this time .
A part of me wants to leave but the other half still believes
and it kills mee to know how much I really love you
So much I wanna oohh hoo ohhh, to you hoo hooo By Melanie Fiona- It kills me.

 This is the realest song I ever did hear.So many women and men can relate to these words.When you love someone unconditionally but they proceed to hurt every nerve in your being.Sigh.

Tiger Woods the Cheetah?

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Tiger woods got beat up by his wife, "allegedly" . He seems to want to keep it private but him being a public figure is going make it near impossible.

Women are coming out of the wood works with damning evidence. It seems, contrary to Tiger's wishes,the saga is getting worse by the day.No one believed the initial story, but him.A chinese Tv station has even reenacted the whole thing. Here is a link.: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jV85rD0gfqo
 This, will stay with him forever,the jokes,in interviews reports will pry each one trying to get the exclusive confession. When will these men learn its quicker and less painful to just come out with it.Denying and calling for privacy has never actually worked.Stop trying to reinvent the wheel. Didn't Mr I did not have sexual relations with that woman a.k.a Bill Clinton teach you anything?

It's sad for those involved and  i do weep for them but there are other more tragic things that happen to people other than being a philandering billionaire husband . Therefore this is all so funny to me.

He is such a loser.He got married to cheat,to get hit,to have the world nosy into his private life.All this his brought to himself.

Someone brought  to my attention that athletes usually get married so as to have someone to come home to at night instead of an empty house.
Another curious thing is the type of women.These waitressy nanny white women.Clearly he has a problem.And goodluck to that Marriage!

Listen to the damning evidence here: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2009/12/02/tiger-woods-voicemail-aud_n_376692.html

Stereotypes

Stereotypes are as much a blessing and a curse. Blessing in that they give a rough idea of how things are,A curse in that they can warn you against something quite AWESOME. I have a stereotype against goodlooking guys. I stay clear of them cause i believe them to be womanizers,heartbreakers and any other synonyms. I here by refuse to settle for less. I'm getting back on that horse aint nobody telling me so and so is out of my league .He can tell me that himself.

Priests,pastors, men of the cloak and the like

I wonder about this breed of men and women who stand before congregations to preach the word of GOD.I wonder about their abilities to accurately relay God's word. I wonder how they came to be clergy men . I question their right to tell me what is wrong or right . If they are men equal to me why do i have to listen to their version of events .Who is the real deal?

I seen through the media countless men and women who have misled whole communities into cults that have nothing to do with God . I wonder how people can be so gullible . I wonder about The Catholic priests who speak christianese all day but still manage to molest little boys . I wonder why they don't seem to fear the God they serve. I wonder why Christianity is so free for all. Not only accepting sinners of the world but also encouraging so called righteous men to sin . Because all it takes is a few words of repentance and viola, all is forgiven .What's the point?